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Sunday, July 26, 2009

@7/26/2009

it had been ages since i blogged to lazy n cant bother to...many things happened this couple or weeks / days...happy n sad .. i had been too buzy with tuition / mock exams n things liddat something that amazed myself is tt i used less than 20message in a week cant believe n most messages were official use ones like contacting cousin in dpa things n my mother etc etc ... i had been up my mind already 90oddd days to o lvls n i hadnt been doing much revision n i had to start soon i missed the outings n etc but is okay my parents were planning tons of activities for me during the weekends ( sat ) for instance last week i went bowling and snooker n had a grand feast at chon bang n today i had pool n bowling n steamboat i hope that sat comes faster everyweekend , i m very happy n sad jsut now we went to shopping mall to shop and i gt the trolley n pass by someone who is wipping the floor there was no signboard saying pls dun use the passageway here or something to indicate that i cant move over there n i moved over the cleaner come n shout at me " hey boy i cleaning the floor you dont make my boss scold me can !!! " when my dad it he was super furious he screamed him back " you got out any signboard or anything to indicate we cant pass a not and dun anyhow scold people can etc etc" there were many eyes on us and many were agreeing to wht my dad do n even my mother who dont like my dad to shout or scream at the people in the public didnt say much as she say is not our mistake at all n because she knows that my dad cared for me not wanting anyone to bully any of us so he did tt i m sad because my dad flared his temper because of me but happy as well as i know he cared so much for me n my family members! i love daddy n mummy!

now weekend is ending i dread to go to school n i m nervous for the DPA interview at NPY how?i had to faced it bravely i believe my family members n teachers would be givving mi my support!i will not disappoint myself Chin Yang you can do it! even if fail you had give yourself a very good account for it!

i dont want to think much abt relationship n craps these would be secondaries not the primary thing tt i shld be doing so i shall not care even though i noe i cant forget n let go let the time resolve everything i believe tt seeing u happy = i would be happy i think tt you would find yr own happiness soon n wish tt would happen as well. take care